I have swallowed nails so I can never say your name

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 01:37:19 GMT

:( yup thats how i feel pretty much in a nut shell

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 04:18:48 GMT

have you ever had that feeling of liking someone so much that you would do anything to see them happy even if that means there not with you...and all you can do is stand by and be there friend....

this happens to offten to me and its my own fault..

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 06:36:01 GMT

so im up and like its like 2 3o0 in the morning... something like that

i hate life i dont things can get muchworse from here but im sure they will

im just fucken emo dont mind me

fuck

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 19:22:06 GMT

alright so i finally have time to update uh where to begin
my summer was amazing and i wouldnt change any min of it
i missed everyone so much tho and i cant wait to see everyone and hang out with them again
and im back to real life with the whole guy thing guys suck but whatever
im a senior and i hate it to much work i dont think i worked this much out of all my school years but whatever
yeah i dont think i have much more to say except i miss you all:)

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 00:27:20 GMT

I AM HOME!!!

THAT IS ALL

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 21:33:03 GMT

my last up date untill august...:( im kind of sad im leaving im gonna miss it here so much especially the people i was hurt with some people but what can you do i guess it all comes down to the people who you no are closest to you..and for the people im talking about your who im going to miss the most!

bye everyone have a great summer..im sure you wont even realize im gone

Tue, 31 May 2005 12:55:52 GMT

so im sitting in computer class with my best friend pj... hes so cool i named a bird after him he wears green shirt hes so cool did i mention he is so cool

its thundering out side

i hate florida i wanna go back to new hampshire it was so nice there

i made the boston crusaders weapon line i feel special...
ok good bye

Tue, 24 May 2005 17:29:10 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE!

Tue, 24 May 2005 00:24:12 GMT

i dont no why i even write in this thing

and courtney i cant tell you lol

i leave on saturday...

jackies bday is tomorrow

and i just want to get everything off my chest and tell him everything but i probably wont oh well

thats it have a nice night

Sat, 21 May 2005 17:27:48 GMT

blah blah blah wood...
what does that mean
its like having a boner
oh...
leave and then come back..
they said there not coming back untill i kiss you
guess there not coming back...

omg i dont even no how this happens to me lol

Thu, 19 May 2005 19:48:17 GMT

countdown....8 days and im gone out 3 months on my own...im so excited...

but on another note...yeah theres so many things i wanna tell people so many things holding back...o well i guess its a good thing...even though one thing would make me so happy but we all no that its not gonna happen because things dont work out the way i want them to besides i leave in 8 days as i said so i guess ill just forget about it or wait till i come back and see how i feel..

just talking out of my ass dont mind me

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 19:15:31 GMT

well where to begin...

my life is a complete mess...i dont no how to express my self nemore...if im mad i dont say anything anymore...if im sad no one knows...im just kind of here now...alone...

but theres one person...she knows who she is im happy to have her
thanks kaylynn for putting up with my shit your like the only one now

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 02:03:51 GMT

2005 boston crusader!

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 00:28:54 GMT

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 21:11:35 GMT

its official guards over... i might actually have a life now...ha yeah right..boston try outs r comming up i dont think i wanna go now its so much more money then i thought it was:/ im gonna be paying out of my ass and im gonna be in dept...i duno i havent decided which i better do fast cause try outs r next week!

but in other news it was a sad week...but i dont think i wanna talk about it here...

i need to find a guy...i thought all i wanted was hook ups but i become attached to easily...so i need dto not do hook ups and find someone to "date" and not just mess around with.. good luck i no

but thats all i have to say good bye:D

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 21:20:02 GMT

mark this day...im never touching another drink in my life....

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 18:03:45 GMT

theres just someing about him...

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 19:34:20 GMT

Need a guy who calls you pretty instead of hot,
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

to bad he doesnt exist :/

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 05:28:15 GMT

words couldnt even describe how i feel right now...

i would just say i hate it... but that would be an understatement

y do they feel the need to point out other peoples flaws? id like to see them go out there and do what we do..

i hate how some people have a bad show...and we all get tourchered for it...when half the time its the same fucen person y dont we just take her out?!!?! common sense

i would like to say im ove rit but im not:/

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 03:57:36 GMT

is it normal that all i want to do is sit in my room and cry...
is it normal that i get jealous when i shouldnt even think about what im jealous about...
is it normal that i just wanna push myself down the stairs so i break my leg..
is it normal that i hate how i feel when im with you guys but i miss you so much..
is it normal that im always so depressed?

and honstly i no the answer to all of this...hell no this is not normal something is wrong with me. there shouldnt be i get everything i want and when i want it (for the most part) so what the fuck is wrong! i just hate life right now

dont mind me i just have no one to talk to...

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 04:31:22 GMT

spring break = 2 thumbs way way down

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 21:12:14 GMT

CHRISTINE
C	is for	Comical
H	is for	Hilarious
R	is for	Romantic
I	is for	Intense
S	is for	Spectacular
T	is for	Twisted
I	is for	Intelligent
N	is for	Normal
E	is for	Elegant

What Does Your Name Mean?

so yeah this weekend i went to alabama...it wasnt so bad we had a competition and we came in first which really doesnt matter cause we still didnt get a block scorebut whatever...jackie came home sunday i plan on seeing her tonight hopfully i will see other fimilar faces ive been wanting to see cause i miss them...even if one of them hates me i still miss her...but other then that spring break just got started for me today and today is my only day considering i work tuesday wed practice thru fri sat and then work sun..yup life is great dont ya think!

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 15:19:17 GMT

I JUST WROTE A WHOLE FUCKEN ENTRY THAT WAS REALLY LONG AND IT GOT DELETED JUST GREAT....

all i want to say who ever fucken keyed my car your dead...have a great day!

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 03:15:50 GMT

SamiZoe123 [10:13 PM]: ur beeeeauuutiful!
SamiZoe123 [10:14 PM]: and u have a wonderful personality!

i love alyssa shes such a great friend

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 23:17:53 GMT

u no whats the worst feeling ever....
knowing u had the best friends in the world....and then the next day there like strangers...

or when u feel like u have all the friends in the world...and the next day ur all alone...

yeah i hate this feeling